these thoughts in my head.

wonderSometimes, I dream of you – your fingertips grazing my skin but never touching it, your eyes holding mine but never latching into it, your breaths passing into mouth but never lingering, your smile offering its light to me but never enough to cause an explosion, your words sounding so sweet but never reaching my ears, or your heart beating but never for me – and I wonder if I can still see you.

I know I have left you when I feared you would not suffice my addiction to lust and bodies, but I want to know how it will feel if I lock myself with you – will it be enough?

Beside the crunching woods of the burning fire, my eyes wander to the illuminated evening of the beach. There is a slow hum inside my body – the need I want to kill for you. I notice a pair of blue eyes watching me from afar – we hold each other’s gapes. I know we will both spend our night on my bed.

As I stand up to reach her, I realize I always think of you and I wonder.

How are you today?


Thank you for reading this story. If you want to talk about random things with me, do not hesitate to reach me through my “Contact” page. All the best love, my dear.

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